Midnight Gold
Shamanic energy medicine
'Blessed is the person whose desire for God has become like the lover's passion for the beloved.'
Saint John Climacus
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Your yearning for the One; to be fully seen, fully desired, and fully chosen, is your soul deeply seeking union in the all-soul of God. It is reciprocal: He hungers for your soul to be in His: one mind, one heart, one will, restoring your true worth as a daughter of the Most High.
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Too often we do not recognise our souls yearning to unite with God and project it onto the One or 'twin flame' - a lover we fantasise will complete us. Sometimes we chase our worth and satisfaction in soulless pleasure - none can ever satisfy our need for union with God, only leave us eternally seeking and never fulfilled.
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Are you tired of chasing the wrong things and want to restore deep peace, fulfillment, and your precious purpose in Father Mother God?
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'The soul that is full can refuse even honey, but to one who is soul hungry everything bitter is sweet.' Proverbs 27:7
To prepare ourselves for union with the great all-soul we must first descend into the realm of the Great Mother God/dess and willingly enter the spiral of our inner transformation journey of death, life, and golden soul-medicine.
Goddess invites you to die to the past - become bones, stripped of all the fleshly frantic seeking outside of yourself and the wounds that created it; to be reborn in your Holy feminine fullness - nourished, soul-satiated and awake to all you were created to be.
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Without receiving the masculine God, the woman who is newly reborn in all her sumptuous soul-expression may still create in unbeneficial ways if she is still rooted in worldly ways and not in God. As a newborn seedling we must plant ourselves in a new environment if we wish to co-create a new beginning with the Most High.
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The true Father is a personal and passionate God. He yearns for the Holy feminine to remember who she is in and with Him. She is passionate and pure, and trusts His Will for her life. He is the Father, Beloved, and Husband, she never had. In Him, she restores her relationship with the (inner and outer) masculine; she is completely held, discerning, and can expand into her unique and full femininity, ready to give life to God's Will and to love as God loves.
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Are you willing to face yourself and restore deep peace, soul-fulfilment and your precious purpose in Father Mother God?
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Yes! Let me help you descend into your body and soul, and begin your inner transformation journey to sacred union, deep peace and fulfilment.
'Woman, it's time to return to your original essence. Ye are honey mead dripping down milk and honey breasts. Ye are the Night sky and the golden dawn. Ye are divine fullness dressed in human flesh. Ye are so whole and full that both the sun and moon made a home in you'​
Kerry Elizabeth Cooke
'If you are everything God made you to be, you will set the world on fire.​
St Catherine of Siena
'You don't need another person, place or thing to make you whole, God already did that. Your job is to know it.' Maya Angelou
Shamanic energy medicine
Let me help you to descend into the body and soul to lovingly witness the original wounds that keep you stuck chasing worldly things that never truly satisfy. You were meant to remember your wholeness in sacred union with the Holy Mother and Father (within and without), restoring deep peace, fulfilment, and being a humble vessel for God's Will to move through (your destiny). We purify and restore your inner masculine and feminine essences and unite them in the sacred heart so you become a powerful co-creator with God and Great Mother Goddess in love, wisdom and works.
There are three main creative centres in the body that require purification, renewal, and alignment to birth sacred union: womb, heart, and mind. When we create from only one centre it is imbalanced and can lead us to do unbeneficial things. The person who creates in full alignment is in union with God for the betterment of the world.
Each time you bring an issue to session it is highly likely we will be 'cleaning'' two or three of these main centres and sustainably unravelling the old to make way for the new. This is both tender and courageous work and I am there to hold you every step of the way, fully guided by spirit.
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Here are just a few example problems:
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Are you chasing, longing, and/or fantasising about someone that is not offering you the real union you desire (even your twinflame)?
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Trying too hard for love - dropping your standards, using your sexual energy as a hook.
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Maybe you're addicted to love tarot readings (or other) to get through the day/week.
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Do you chase validation and worth in intimacy, attention, and/or success?
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Feel hurt in love and have given up trying.
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Disconnected from your healthy sensual-sexual energy (hyper sexual or repressed).
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Do you have intrusive thoughts/images about lust, fantasising, which feels out of your control?
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Have negative beliefs about men or women and are often judgmental.
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Or are you unable to surrender to God and allow his plan for your life to unfold naturally?​
If you are ready and willing we can start to unravel all that is keeping you stuck.
All sessions are unique and may or may not include:
•mother/father wounding (neglect, abuse, abandonment, negative beliefs, inner child)
•ancestral wounding and patterns
•Restoring power/cutting cords/releasing ex lovers/forgiveness
•Sexual healing - abuse, addiction, lust,
•Jealousy/betrayal/grief
•Negative beliefs/judgements about self, others, and relationships
•Nervous system
•Entity attachment release
•Soul retrieval
'Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it'.
Rumi
